Oh the places you’ll go!
WAIT
I have come to be particularly sensitive of time. Sometimes, even overly so. For with the days that seem to take their time, and the years that seem to sometimes take only a moment, I have realized the grit I have come to possess. Not an ugly grit, one that comes with a bad attitude, or a defensive argument, but rather the kind that seems to make me a “heartier person”, or so I like to think.
In being sensitive to time, I am fully aware of almost too many details – how early or late am I? Do I have enough time to get this seemingly ginormous list of things done? Should I add more to my list? Did I give away to many “yes’s” of commitment? Then, all to swiftly in my thoughtful haste, there is a WAIT.
The caps lock word sounds like a shout, doesn’t it? In this case, I like to think that it is.
I remember when I was 15 and my mom would drop me off at the mall with a friend, giving me a $10 bill, and thirty five cents. The bill would be for lunch and a movie, and the thirty five cents would be for the pay phone – I could call her when I was ready to get picked up. Now, I am reachable always – via e-mail, text message, phone call – you can even “check me in” somewhere if you like. Perhaps because I recall what it was like before, I am ever sensitive of time. So much so, that I have to remind myself to detach and be aware of my state of being. Hurrying along isn’t in my nature, but with the coming of time, I have found that my mind is… so why shouldn’t my actions follow?
“Be still and know that I am God”
I have acquired a taste for stillness – – because with it comes an eventual calm. Perhaps I (or we) fail to pause long enough to know what God is speaking to us.
I really would prefer the thirty five cents most days to my smart phone. But alas.
Waking a while early before I have to leave for work gives me time to get going, as I’ve mentioned before. Well, this morning was quite different, for as I went about my morning, I could not stop praising. Bits and pieces of cornerstone Bible versus came to me; “they that wait upon the Lord”… “Be still and know that I am God”… “I will praise you for I am fearfully and wonderfully made”…”The peace of God will guard your heart and mind…” they were coming out of me so quickly. So majestic is our God. I didn’t wake up with a song in my heard (as I normally do) – but with the word. The actions I struggle with (wait, still, praise, peace) didn’t go unnoticed in the scriptural theme.
I have become more perseverent. I’ve grown another year older, become a little bit more gritter, and therefore too, a bit heartier. My anxious thoughts, and nervous “to do’s” are lining up to the word of God first. Did I realize this could happen? Perhaps not. I began to assume fear and anxiety were in my genes – it just ran in the family. But this morning, I suppose that the Lord wanted me to proclaim His promises (“Casting down imaginations, and every high thing that exalteth itself against the knowledge of God”). I kid you not – these verses couldn’t stop coming. Do our lively days get exalted against the knowledge or will of God?
SO! With a bit of a shout I say to you (and to me too I suppose) – praise Him. Authority is ours, stillness is ours, and most importantly for me; peace, is ours.
Soul satisfied
I wake a good deal early before work – as I don’t perhaps consider myself the biggest “morning person”. Once I’ve showered, had a cup of coffee and eaten something – I’m much easier to get a long with. Furthermore, having a bit of time to “get going” makes for a much better day, or so I’ve found.
I usually put on some good hearty “soul” music to get going to – oh how this has changed my mornings! By soul music, I do not mean Brian McKnight or Luther Vandross (although these guys aren’t bad either!) The soul music I refer to is exactly that – music that stirs your soul and reminds you of who you are and where you come from. I’ve found that in growing up and filling my adult role in this life, I need this reminder daily. God is for me, my home is not here, and He will equip me to the work in which He has called me. How comforting this is.
Today I woke up with the lyrics of Laura Hackett’s song “You satisfy my soul” playing repeatedly in my head. I haven’t heard the song in a while, but sometimes I think God may put songs in our heads (the good ones at least), to remind us of promises He’s given or perhaps where our true identity is found. Don’t we deal with such identity crisis sometimes? (Am I- – kind, selfish, humble enough, too soft-spoken, demanding, lonely…)
The song isn’t very long – and I insist you take a listen. I will put the lyrics here. Perhaps too I can encourage you to read Psalm 63. I have found that on my “funk”/out of sort mornings, praising Him has delivered and freed me in so many ways. May your soul be satisfied this morning!
Laura Hackett: “You satisfy my soul”
You satisfy my soul
You satisfy my soul
You satisfy my soul
With Your love
You make my heart sing
You lift me on eagles wings
Just when I thought that my heart it would faint
You take the darknest night and turn it to shining light
Just when I thought that the night had won
Hallelujah, You make all things beautiful
Hallelujah, trials and testing prove there’s gold
Hallelujah, You turn mourning into joy
Ma & Pop
Conglomerate
I’ll be praying for you… sort of…
The Bible goes on heavily with prayer, quite overwhelmingly so. 1 Timothy 2:1 reads “Therefore I exhort first of all that supplications, prayers, intercessions, and giving of thanks be made for all men”. Ecclesiastes chapter four goes on about the strength of two instead of one. Lastly, Paul says in 2 Thessalonians 3:1 “Finally, brothers, pray for us, that the word of the Lord may speed ahead and be honored, as happened among you,”. Isn’t that amazing? Knowing that added prayer pleases God’s heart, and too can affect us!
I don’t have too much more to add to this. I surely have been edified in recently praying for some people close to me. Taking the time for this has built me up, and I’m trusting that the Lord too has met these certain people right where they’re at. A prayer doesn’t always need to be on your knees just before bedtime. For me it’s usually while I’m driving, waiting in a long line, or doing the dishes. Take heart! God will give you the time for things He’s called us to do, just ask Him!
Benevolence
Whipping Cream
A few years ago, my desire to travel abroad took on a whole new meaning the moment my dad said “you don’t really want to do that”. I was angry, and took it as a challenge, even if some part of me was reserved on the idea, I wouldn’t let him know it.
Was he right? In some aspects, sure. He could smell my thoughts and concerns about what it would mean. Spending a few months away from home would mean little contact with family and friends, and loss of all things routine. I loved routine, and more importantly I loved my family and friends (don’t we all?) . Leaving would mean that it would be just me, on my own, with ownership of all decisions and consequences, and then too, ambition.
So, about four months after proclaiming my desires, I boarded a plane and then another, and then my third while departing from the Los Angeles airport one late fall day in 2011. Some nearly fifteen hours later in the wee hours of the morning, Sydney Australia and I became acquainted with each other, and I would call this place home for 6 mo. Oh how beautiful she was in all of her glory.
In being that I had nannied for years back home, being an au pair in such a wonderful country seemed like a brilliant idea, as a host family would sort of “adopt” me for a time. I had my own room and a family to come home to (and three little ones to care for). It distracted me well from all the things I would miss.
One day in December, the grandparents of the children I au-paired for invited the whole family out for a boating excursion. Their condo was pushed up against the ocean front, and their boat access easy. A good friend I had made came along for the trip, and quite honestly, I couldn’t have asked for a more perfect day. The sun was hot, and the Sydney harbor was breath-taking. I enjoyed the children’s grandparents a great deal, as they reminded me of my own. They had brought all the fixings for a perfect meal, and much of our group fished, while a few of us prepared lunch.
Cindy, as I will call the children’s grandmother, had declared after our meal, that it would be time for dessert. Fresh strawberries on sponge cake, with fresh whipping cream. As the mixer had been forgotten, she passed me a cold metal bowl full of heavy cream, and a whisk, and told me to get to it quickly. I encourage using your imagination as their accents are quite wonderful!
I had never hand whipped cream before, but she let me know that in order for it to “whip”, I had to whip quickly, making sure to get the “air into it”. Thirty minutes later, with little wrist strength left and now a warm bowl and flat cream I decided how thankful I would forever be for store bought whipped cream.
Now a few years later, when thinking of all the valleys, mountain tops, and muddy trenches I’ve felt myself come against since that time, I have come to think of that hot Sydney day on a boat in the harbor. You see, life is kind of like hand whipping, whipping cream. All you need is a few key things and a whole lot of efficient movement and effort at just the right time. Exhaustion, or “Sore wrists” just come with the territory sometimes, but the outcome is delicious… or at least well worth it.
“Don’t despise small begins, for the Lord rejoices to see the work begin…” (Para, Zachariah 4:10 MSG).